The Season of Darkness

Every time I talk openly about being a celibate gay/bisexual Christian I have people say something like “Thank you for being brave enough to talk about it.” Well the truth is that I have no choice but to be brave because so much of my life revolves around being afraid of what people think. Now obviously I refuse to let it paralyze or mute me but it is still something I have to deal with regularly.

And I think I have reason to have such fear. The vast majority of the circles I am in are conservative Christians and since they consider themselves in a culture war it is easy to see why they would in some cases dehumanize homosexuals. That is the nature of war. Both sides do it.

I remember vividly the day fear completely gripped me as my pastor's wife at the time made a joke about sending homosexuals as troops to Iraq so they could die. Now that isn't her mindset and it certainly doesn't define her character, but that passing comment she thought nothing about is still with me even to this day.

A friend and I were having a conversation earlier today and he made the point how homosexual men can't bond with straight men because of sexual orientation. I disagreed with his ultimate conclusions on that, but the truth is that even for me it is difficult. I'm regularly concerned that I will say or do something that is going to make them uncomfortable. And since I feel that way it makes me uncomfortable and then I act uncomfortable causes them to be uncomfortable and the cycle perpetuates. It will often lead me just sitting there quietly trying to remember to smile so no one asks what is the matter.

So when one rejects homosexual lifestyle and feels so out of place even with the most like minded of brothers then where is he to go?

One of the hardest times is when a deep loneliness overtakes me. I'm so thrilled for my friends getting married and having kids (I really love babies), but then it will often just sweep over me this reminder of how likely it is I will never have that in life. It makes no sense how I could desire a wife and children so strongly and yet they seem forever away. After all how could I ever really expect a woman to love and commit her life to a faggot? How could I guarantee I wouldn't fall into sexual sin? Of course committing adultery is horrific, but homosexual adultery? How could I take that chance?

After 10 years celibate and four years being “out” I still struggle with temptations and ask myself is it worth it regularly. I even ask if God could really love one like me when it seems like His people who are supposed to be in image can't.

Being called a woman, or sissy, or pansy, or queer, of fag, or any of the other things that are directed at homosexuals by my friends and acquaintances is difficult. I love joking and making funny comments about my friends as much as the next guy, but it's when it's not directed at me, but those I know that have the same attractions as me, that it really gets frustrating.

I never want to say something or bring attention to myself concerning that. I don't want it be my identity. I don't want my friends thinking “Okay, we have to be careful around Jason. He is a sensitive fag and we can't hurt his feelings.” No one wants to be that guy.

I want to be tough and strong. I want to make to stupid jokes and crack on one another. I want to feel like I belong, like I'm truly in a band of brothers fighting to ave all that is right and holy.

But most time I don't feel that way. Most times I just hide the fear and the pain and the loneliness and I just move forward one more day.

And that is okay. Because I know that even when times seem dark. Even on the days that I just want to die. Even when I look at my wrists and I think “What if?” I know that this is not the end.

The darkness is only for a season. The clouds will eventually clear and the rain will end (avoiding making a rainbow joke here. This is cheesy enough already).God will again bring Himself back to mind and my shame and guilt will flee once more. I will again be reminded that He is good and His love is perfect and perfecting. I'll again rejoice that He would adopt one such as me.

I will be granted a reprieve from the darkness, if only for while. And one day I know it will cease completely and in that my joy is eternal.

I pray you know this joy and this savior. He is worthy of it all.   

Hope in Him,

Jason Vaughn

Jason@HigherHopePromotions.com

Stop the Effeminate Slackness

I'm so tired of the effeminate Jesus of American Christianity. We need the full Christ of Scripture! The one who said take up your cross but also said take up your sword. The one that stood silent before His accusers except to proclaim "I am." the one that fed the thousands and turned over the tables. The one that was the lamb that was slain and is called the Lion of Judah!

We need the Christ with the sword coming from His mouth and the sash that says "King of kings and Lord of lords." the one whose face is like a shining sun in full strength.

That's my King! The King that doesn't need your acceptance but you need His, the King that will crush His enemies and yet died to save many. The King that suffered and died but yet rose reigns. That's my King!

That is the King we need. That is the Christ we need!

Enough of the long haired, hippy, kume by ya, Jesus! Enough of the gnostic, let's just love everybody because we don't want to make them mad Jesus.

3,000 babies a day are murdered but we should make sure we're being nice? Send that lie to the pit of Hell where it came from.

We don't need nice. We need truth.

Growing up Gay - An open letter to the Church

To all the dear saints in Christ,

May I start out by saying I feel the whole “open letter” concept is really cheesy, but it seems to get people's attention. You are reading this after all. I would try another format, but I'm not really sure another way to get this out to you. Thank you for reading this and passing it along because I truly believe what I'm about to write is important for your to read, but I've been know to be pretty egotistical so take that for what you like.

Let me introduce myself. My name is Jason and I'm a 28 year old redeemed homosexual man. Redeemed, reformed, former, I'm not really sure what words to use. I've found myself attracted to men for as long as I can remember. I keep thinking that I've moved passed it, but then someone catches my eye or a lustful thought crosses my mind and I feel like I'm right back where I've always been.

My story is a little different from most. I grew up in church and considered myself a Christian from a very young age. I never lived openly as homosexual though I admit to sexual sin and about three and a half years ago I decided to “come out of the closet.” Well not exactly as openly gay, but as Christian dealing with that sin. I had no reason to do so. I could have gone my entire life without telling anyone, but I wanted to try to give hope to others and glory to God. I was interested in ministry and the whole Ted Haggard incident had recently taken place. I figured if I tried to be open about my sin I could never bring such shame to the gospel.

I told everyone by making a really cruddy YouTube video. I thought it would be so straight forward, but as was making it I just began weeping over my own sin. Of course, homosexual persons on YouTube have used my tears to tell me how miserable Christianity is. They have no clue about the joy that comes from a broken repentance before Christ.

I had no idea what people's reaction would be to the video. I fully expected to lose friends and I wouldn't have even been surprised if I was asked to leave my local church. I think we always assume the worst so we can take comfort when it is only a little rough. To my amazement though I had never felt such loving acceptance. Almost universally their was a great appreciation for the honesty of the video. Sure some morons online attacked me, both Christian and homosexual persons, but that was nothing compared to the love of Christ poured out in my local church. Telling my story gave me opportunity to share the gospel of Christ with thousands of others online and I was even given an hour on a local secular station (many thanks to the Dave Glover show for the opportunity and the way you handled all sides of the topic).

Telling people online was much easier than in person. Even tough I've never been openly shunned I always notice an unconscious crossing of the arms and step back so they can protect themselves. Yea, I watched the entire series of Lie to Me and notice these things.

I guess I should also tell you that I'm a fat guy. You're welcome to use big, chunky, thick or “run for the hills before he eats us” if you're uncomfortable with the F word. I'm certain God used that for my own good in keeping me from sexual sin, but it certainly didn't help growing up gay.

I went to public school and that was the closest thing to Hell on earth as one can get. I was kid that regularly ate lunch alone or with a teacher as I pretended to have some project to work on for another class. I'm pretty sure that teacher was a lesbian and didn't buy my excuse, but she never said anything. It is sad that out of all the Christian teachers in my school the only one I felt accepted by was probably not.

Having such a clear view of my sin without a proper understanding of the gospel led to major bouts with depression in high school. I clearly remember taking a knife multiple times and holding it to my wrist. By God's grace, I never went through with it.

Suicide is not about hurting yourself or even relieving pain though. At least it wasn't when I considered it. It was a warped since of revenge and justice. I remember thinking how sorry they would be when I was gone and how “that would show 'em.” And it might have, but we all know teenagers are really dense and self-absorbed so it would have been generally put out of their minds within a week. It really really wasn't worth it. Of course nothing is worth taking your life over. Especially when you realize it isn't yours anyway.

Even as a Christian, completely confident in the saving and transforming work of Christ, I think we all find it easy to focus on the sin in our lives. That can be a good thing as long as it leads us to repentance and trusting more in Christ, but it can also lead to an inward focus on self that is not godly.

As much as I remember and battle my flesh in a continuing repenting spirit, I must also remember I have a new nature. I know that I am not just forgiven and washed clean, but I've been covered in the righteousness of Christ. I am not just a servant of my Sovereign, but I am an adopted child of my King. I am an heir to God and a co-heir with Christ.

I am so much more than I used to be. I don't need to look for a self-image to bring me out of depression I need to look at the God-image I was created in and restored (and more) to in Christ.

Well that is my story and I'm sticking to it, but it wasn't what I wanted to write to you about today. I wanted to right to you about how the Church can and should respond to homosexual persons.

I love the Church. I don't just mean my local church (though I adore all the saints that make it up), but I mean the Church universal, the whole body of Christ. As much as I love it though I see the response and reaction to the homosexual persons to be off and often sinful.

People in general find it easy to fall into extremes. Either they come off as hating homosexual persons or as overly accepting of their sin. I understand that.

Homosexuality isn't just any sin. The Scripture does refer to it as an abomination just like idols, arrogance, dishonesty, murder, cheating customers, and those who sow discord. As much as some like to say that “sin is sin” it does seem to hold a special category. Of course we understand that all sin is and should be punished by God's wrath in Hell, but we can't deny certain things are more grievous to the Lord.

It is also a sin that committed against one's own body. While all other sins are committed outside the body, sexual sins are committed against our own body.

And of course it is a sin that is being shoved down society's throat on television and politics as many strive to make it appear as just another preference like chocolate or vanilla ice cream.

So how does one respond to this in a Christlike matter?

First, we realize who we all are with and without Christ. If God had not changed our hearts we would likely be just as sinful. It is only the common grace of God that keeps both Christians and non-Christians from being so much more wicked in deed than we act upon.

Second, we must repent for being such a terrible example in personal conduct and marriage. The greatest thing we can do is not go before the masses in protest, but to go before them on bended knee in repentance (with our Chick-fil-A sandwiches of course).

Third, we must be open and even blunt about how God views sin. Sin is so despicable to God that not only do we deserve Hell, but it took God the Son, Jesus the Christ, to suffer the perfect wrath of God the Father to forgive His people. That must never be taken lightly.

Fourth, we cannot expect full transformation. Yes, the moment we come to Christ we are justified and seen as perfectly righteous by God. And yes, one day we will be glorified and perfected, but today we are still being sanctified and becoming more like Christ. As much as I wish it were instantaneous it isn't. At times it is a slow process that may be three steps forward and one step back. Some days I look back over a few weeks and realize there is no progress, but when I look back over the years I can see how far my God has brought me.

The key is not to look at the moment or the last sprint, but the full track and to keep our eyes upon Christ, the object of my faith. Then I can run with endurance and finish the race.

Fifth, always be full of grace. When I came to Christ, I realize now I knew nothing about being a man, especially a man of God. Even though I was raised in the church I was never taught many of those things. I had to change and fight certain effeminate characteristics and those that have never been in the church will need even more patience. We must also understand the difference between modern day manhood and biblical manhood. I'm still not into most sports and that is perfectly fine (though I do love the St. Louis Cardinals and Blues Hockey).It is much more important to see proper examples of godly husbands and fathers. It is extremely important to be surrounded with male friendships centered on Christ.

Sixth, we must realize that there is probably some past event that has occurred to motivate this sin. I get asked a lot of I think people are born gay. The truth is I have no clue. I know from Scripture that we are sinful from conception and that sin does effect the body. Whether you're born gay or not does not give the excuse to sin. My personal belief is that we are all born with a bent toward certain sin and that our environment helps shape that.

I read a great book a while back called “Washed and Waiting” by Wesley Hill where he mentions that there seem to be three things found in most homosexual persons. It can be one of these or all three.

1. Sexual molestation or rape as a child.
2. An early introduction to pornography. - More and more common with the internet.
3. A warped or non-existent relation with one's father.

I experienced all three of these and found it to be true in most homosexual persons I've spoken with. For females who consider themselves gay or bisexual it has inevitably been that they experienced rape or molestation at some point from those I've spoken with and for some it had even been forgotten as they tried to guard against the trauma.

Overcoming such past events is not easy and can requires a patient heart.

Seventh, watch the gay jokes. I'm not trying to be political correct, but I am trying to be honest. I don't personally mind most such jokes, but we must remember that we are talking about sin and it should not be taken lightly. We must also remember that we don't know who is around us that may be hurt. Since many people don't realize my past I hear “smear the queer” type jokes all the time.

The most hurtful one happened several years ago on the Fourth of July. I was outside at a church event and standing around with several folks discussing politics when the pastor's wife made the comment, “I believe we should let homosexuals join the military. That way they can go over to Iraq and die.” Everyone around her laughed and I chuckled so as not to be “found out,” but the truth is that I was weeping inside. I thought to myself, “that is the heart of it. If they knew the truth about me they'd want me dead.” That is not what they really wanted, but it certainly felt like it to me.

Yes, the Bible describes those outside of Christ and in open rebellion as enemies of God, but it also says to love your enemy. We miss the last part.

Eighth, remember that politics don't change hearts and minds, the gospel does. I love politics. I just returned from some activist training. I think Christians must take a lead in politic forums, but I also realize that it is no match for the transforming power of the gospel.

Only the gospel changes hearts. As a matter of fact that is exactly what God does for someone to respond to the gospel. He takes their sinful heart of stone and gives them a new heart of flesh. How glorious is our God that He would save a wretch like me!

If you want to stop homosexual marriage and the indoctrination of the nation well the answer isn't found it in the courthouse, or the voting booth. It is found in sharing with your neighbor, praying with your children, witnessing to the stranger, and caring for the orphan. The answer is found in laying down your life and your rights and picking up your cross and telling a nation that there is true hope and change, but it isn't found Washington, or at the bottom of a bottle, or in the bed of a stranger. True hope is found only in the eternal son whose name is Jesus Christ.

That is the message that changes the world. That is how you respond to the homosexual person. That is the love you show to a world that hates and despises you.

And when we respond like that then it doesn't really matter what they think or say, because in that we have given honor and glory to our King.

Thanks for taking the time to read this and pass it on. May the grace of God be seen in it and may He be made famous.

To God alone be the glory,

Jason

How's that workin' for ya?

The inevitable finally happened today, Senator Rick Santorum suspended his bid in the republican presidential primary. Whether you supported him or not, you have to give it to him for coming so far while polling at 1% a week before Iowa.



For a while I was a big supporter of Santorum and even gave my first political donation to his campaign. After a while that waned as he showed some significant challenges. So then I joined the Ron Paul bandwagon. I had some problems with him as well, but I respect his consistency. After watching a debate where he seemed wobbly on whether the morning after pill (which may be responsible for many more murders that all other types of abortion put together) should be illegal I had to pull my support.



So now here we are with Mitt Romney as the presumed nominee. I know many dear friends that will continue shouting Ron Paul from the top of the lungs until November (spamming and annoying others to the point that they refuse to even consider Paul) but rationally speaking that is over.



I'm left with quite the predicament. I consider the Obama administration one of the most tyrannical in the history of this nation. President Obama has helped wage class and race wars since taking office. So it makes perfect sense to then vote for the person most likely to defeat him right?



A year ago I would have said yes straight away, but now I'm not so sure. It's not that I think the answer is no, but probably for the first time in my life I want to really weigh out my options before checking beside the “R.”



If I compare Romney side by side with Obama then Romney wins hands down, but if I compare him to the Bible then he fails miserably.



In no way do I believe that one must be perfect to vote for them, but I think their may be some realistic standards we should hold.



The real challenge we have in setting such a standard is that an elected government official is not spoken of in the Bible. Scripture gives many exhortations for appointing elders and deacons but is pretty silent on officials elected by the people. There are no governmental democracies or republics spoken of in Scripture (yes, Rome was a republic, but that aspect is not spoken of in Scripture).



So then what can we look to for guidance? Well I think there are certain areas of Scripture we can look at for idea. Ultimately I would say that whomever one votes for is not a matter of sin, but rather wisdom. So if a friend votes for Barack Obama, I don't believe he is sinning to do so, but he may be foolish in doing so (just as I may be for voting for Mitt Romney).



We know all authority is ultimately given by God. That means whomever is elected is truly in God's power. We can also understand that we have a unique responsibility to take part in that, but after it is all said and done elections fall just as God's sovereign will proclaimed that they would.



We also know that just because it is part of God's sovereign will that it doesn't necessarily fall under his moral will. God put many evil kings in place for a time over Israel and Judea to discipline His people, but His true desire was always for their repentance.



With all of that said here are some of my big hesitations with voting for Romney.



1. Inconsistency on issues.



I would rather support a man I disagreed with on issues than a man I can't figure out his stance. At least then I know where to stand guard. With Romney you just don't know what you're getting.



"What you are in public will never blind God to what you are in private." - John Blanchard



2. Romneycare



I have no idea how he side stepped this during the primaries. The majority of the nation was furious over the Affordable Care Act (Obamacare) but yet we just welcome in the architect of the idea. Sure, what is allowable on a state level is different than a national level, but socialism is socialism no matter the scale.



3. The complacency of Christians when a republican is in office.



I'm not a Bush hater. I respect many things about the man, but he greatly expanded government's role and deficit during his tenure. When someone with an “R” by their name is in office Christians tend to stop paying attention to what is going on and blindly support whatever they say. This leads to bills like the Patriot Act and No Child Left Behind passing with nary an objection. With Obama in office many more are alert and with a Republican congress it is hard for him to achieve much.



4. Do we really want 8 years of Romney?



Four more years of Obama is pretty bad, but if we elect Romeny that is at least eight more years before we have the chance to elect a great leader.



5. Can I really prop up Mormonism?



I'm sure some will consider this bigotry, but since it's founding Mormonism has been considered a cult. They have so many heretical doctrines I won't even try to talk about them, but they absolutely are not Christians (something Joseph Smith used to state emphatically). Can I really vote for a cultist in good conscience? Does that not make the cult more main-stream and possibly lead people away from the one true God? I love freedom, but freedom is found in truth. That is something neither of the main candidates understand.



6. Has voting for a mediocre candidate really achieved anything?



It so often seems like we come back to voting for the “lesser of two evils.” Every time we vote it seems we're just holding our nose and keeping the vomit down as we select a candidate we don't really want. Don't you ever just get tired of it? Our society just keeps sliding down hill and instead of saying “I stand with a righteous man to rebuild the foundation” we say “at least we only fell a couple feet this year.” Is this really what I want to do all my life? Check beside the lesser demon?



Considering those objections what then are my options?



Abstain from voting for president.



I could just decide not to even bother voting for the office of president. Millions around the country do it every four years. Yet, I truly believe in the responsibility of the republic to be counted. So I don't think this is a great option.



2. Vote for a third party or write-in candidate.



Many consider this the same as not voting or even voting for Obama. I don't see it that way. Sure, a third party candidate is very unlikely to win, but a strong third party candidate in one election can lead to a great opportunity in the next. Maybe if we stood behind a godly man this election, though he may lose, we will have a great opportunity in the next election. Perhaps.



3. Hold my nose and vote for Romney.



I may end up doing this, but as of now I truly feel as though it would simply seer my own conscience to do so.



Conclusion:



I still don't know where I fall on any of this. I don't think either option fits into the scope of God's revealed will, but most likely one will be our president for the next four years. It could happen that God miraculous save either or both of these men and draw them to true repentance. It could even happen that a strong third party candidate does win. I have a feeling both of these would come as a result of a national repentance, so amen to that idea.



I certainly have to definitive answers right now, but I'm happy to at least think about these things. I know many will disagree with me on these issues and will hold to ABO “anyone but Obama” and I understand that. I'm surprised I'm not in that mindset myself. But instead of just being against Obama I'd rather stand for something and I think that something is found in the someone of Jesus Christ. I can't guarantee I'll make the perfect decision in voting, but I know that keeping my eyes on Him instead of the letter beside someone's name as I once did will bring Him much more glory.



To God be the Glory,



Jason Vaughn

Beyond Acceptance

Had the privilege of working with the creators of this film last week. Thought I would share their trailer. I encourage you to check it out!

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Ron Paul and Homosexuality

With a another presidential election year upon us the informed public will once again begin to debate a myriad of issues from war to welfare to apparently contraception though how that topic made it to a national debate seems questionable.

One topic that will be in many circles is homosexuality. One candidate above any other seems to be a sticking point in that debate is Congressman Ron Paul of Texas.

Ron Paul, who claims to be and seems to be by many accounts a conservative evangelical Christian is a center of this debate because his stance seems a bit hard to nail down. He has said he believes “Don't Ask, Don't Tell” was a fair military policy though he has no interest in reinstating it as president, he believes states can vote to allow or ban homosexual marriage and does not support a marriage amendment to the constitution, and he doesn't believe other states must recognize those marriages.

For a republican candidate he seems to have gained quite a bit of support from the homosexual community (thought there is quite a bit of hatred thrown at him as well) and is supported by a strict conservative Christian homeschool community as well. It truly is an odd coalition.

Beyond those aspects what makes Paul even more controversial on this issue is that according to an interview in 2007 Paul alluded to the idea that he believes homosexual persons are born gay and that while he understands many people call homosexuality a sin he is not willing to, nor would he say that God calls it a sin.

From the interview it seems Paul's main point about homosexuality was it was more complicated than a simple yes or no.

For this reason many Christian conservatives have stated they cannot support Paul.

In this post I'd like to take the time to briefly explain why he is right and wrong in his stance.

Paul is really making 2 statements about this. First that people are born homosexual and second that because of this homosexuality is not a sin.

I want to look at them separately. The first question would then be is homosexuality nature, nurture, or a choice people make? I would like to make the argument that it is a combination of nature the environment one is raised in.

I understand many people will disagree with me on this, but please hear me out.

Ask any homosexual person whether they were born gay or not and you will generally get a definitive yes. Most people don't want to be outcasts or go through discrimination often from friends and family. It makes no logical sense to say someone would choose to be gay. There are some instances I've seen where a teenager will take on a flamboyant persona purely to gain attention and with shows like Glee making Coming Out the “in” thing we may see more teens doing it, but historical this is not the case.

Many homosexuals admit to these feelings from a very young age at the same moment their peers are becoming attracted to the opposite sex.



More importantly, the Bible seems to say this as well. We were all born in sin, and even conceived in inequity. From the moment of our conception to birth we are in rebellion to God according to Scripture. This has effected the whole earth as it groans and is fallen. If you need proof that sin effects our body then consider the effects of gluttony and slothfulness. Sins which I have committed and the effects are clear. We have this lie indoctrinated that we were born perfect, but the Bible tells us just the opposite.

So yes, I do believe it is part of the nature a person is born with at least the tendency is there. This is also in combination often with the environment someone with these tendencies is raised in.
There seem to be three factors that play into this as well.

1) Sexual abuse. I've never met a homosexual lady that at some point wasn't sexually. Sadly, this is often by a relative or family friend. This is also the case for many gay men.
2) An early introduction to pornography. As the ease and access of porn grows this is an increasing problem as it brings young minds to sexual thoughts and images their body and brains are simply not ready to handle.
3) And the greatest environmental factor is often a dysfunctional or non-existent presence of a father in their lives. So they never see what healthy normal relationships should look like they seek out someone else to fill that. They try to love the love of other men of flee men completely.



So considering those environmental factors it is no wonder we have such a prominent rise of homosexuality.

So to Dr. Paul's first point that homosexual persons are born that way we can agree, but does that mean that mean homosexuality is not a sin?

No! I tell you emphatically no! Why do I say this? Because homosexuality nor any other sin has ever been a sin because of biology. It is a sin because a holy creator God has declared it to be so.

Or do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived: neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who practice homosexuality, nor thieves, nor the greedy, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God.
(1Co 6:9-10)

The Bible is clear, not only here but in other places that homosexual practice is sinful.

There are all kinds of practices that the New Testament condemns that modern science has found a biological aspect too from excessive gambling to alcoholism. Murderers have even been show to high elevated testosterone levels.

This is where Dr. Paul gets it wrong. He talks homosexuality as though if people are born that way it is an automatic excuse.

Straight men are born with a broken sexuality as well that causes them to sin in lust, but we don't accept it as normal for married men to commit adultery.


A broken world does not give us reason to believe the Bible is wrong, but to believe it is right. That this world is effected by sin and in need of a savior.

I truly hope Dr. Paul and others will see that and base their beliefs on the Bible, and not experience. Only one is perfect and unchanging.

Until then Conservative, Bible believing Christians will each have to make a decision of consciousness whether they can support Ron Paul for president. Personally, with the choices before I have decided I can and will pray he change his mind on this and other issues I disagree with him concerning.

But beyond politics there is something each of us must consider. 1 Cor 6: 9-10 tells us the first part of the story, but it is the next verse that truly changes everything!

And such were some of you. But you were washed, you were sanctified, you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and by the Spirit of our God.
(1Co 6:11)

This is the promise of the gospel of Jesus Christ! No matter who you are, or what sins you've committed the Jesus Christ, fully God and fully man took the punishment for all those who repent, turn from their sin and trust in Him.

Whether you're a homosexual person, or a heterosexual person you were born in sin and have broken God's law, but Christ is your way out from under the judgment of God.

Repenting and trusting in Christ doesn't mean you won't sin,but it does mean God has given you a new heart and this is one that longs after Him.

It's not about being straight or even being good, but about trusting in Christ. He alone is worthy.

Why Occupy Wall Street will Build Up Corporate America!

The Occupy Wall Street group has now been at it for about a month. While no one can really tell what is motivating each individual, the general sense is that they are anti-corporatism. Some are anti-capitalism, but I think that is the fringe of the movement.

I get that. I'm not big on the control that corporate America has either. While I shop at Wal-Mart from time to time I'd much rather visit a small retail shop or even small online business. The difference is I think the ay to make the changes is by the people making the decisions and not the government. It makes perfect sense for the CEO of Goldman Sachs to make $16,000/hr while a minimum wage worker makes $16,000/yr because the CEO of Goldman Sachs creates much more value and has infinitely more responsibility than a minimum wage employee.

Ultimately though I think Occupy Wall Street will only help build up Corporatism if they are successful. The reason is the only way they seem to be promoting their agenda is through government intervention. Parties that believe government is the way to make change are staunchly supporting these people (i.e. Labor Unions, Nazi Party, Obama, Pelosi, Michael Moore, The Socialist Party, and the Communist Party).

So if this is what the people believe will bring about their “utopia” then they will vote and encourage others to vote for democrats and other leftist parties. This will ultimately do the the opposite of what they desire.

Democrats have bailed out Wall Street and corporations time after time when they are in power because they believe they are too big to fail.

Also, they have imposed regulation upon regulation on businesses. While many may think this will hurt large companies it does the complete opposite. Large corporations quickly become the only ones with the resources to follow these regulations leading them to consolidate even more power. Or like in the case of Obamacare they are able to buy off people and opt out of these profit crushing regulations while it continues to keep small businesses from hiring employees because of the additional costs.

This vicious cycle that the left has people believing about being “for the little guy” is what has built up corporate America in the first place.

So if not government then what is the solution to helping end corporate influence?

Here are several ideas that should be considered:

1) Remember that where you spend money is where you vote. Many times large companies are the only option, but when possible try to support the small family business. Things like fresh eggs, crafts, vegetables, and other items can be found at the local farmer's market and many more items can be purchased from small online businesses all at reasonable prices. Locally owned restaurants (including local franchises) and service companies are great places to support as well.
2) Thank business owners when you visit their shop or use their service. Most have taken great risk to build up something they believe will meet your needs and desires.
3) Vote for deregulation and politicians that will deregulate whenever possible. When these barriers are removed many small business will finally be able to compete.
4) Encourage your friends and family that have been out of work for a while to start a small business of their own. Many great companies today were created in dire economic times and there are many businesses that can be started with very little money, especially service businesses (I recently read about professional pooper-scoopers that make 6 figures cleaning peoples yards).
5) Consider starting your own business on the side. Build something as a family that can help you and your community. It is a great way to train up your children for the future and it can be something to fall back on should you lose your job.

There are other ways to hinder the influence of corporations, but these are a few ways to get started that will not only limit their influence, but will also support innovation and the local economy.

If you truly ant to make a difference in your community and your country then don't fool yourself into thinking it is as simple as voting for the government to do it or that holding a sign and being angry will change things. Whether you're party of the Tea Party or Occupy Wall Street you have to realize that true revolution comes from hard work. You must create something and not just wish to destroy something.

It is time to make changes in this country. It is time to stand up and let your voice be heard. So get out there and start building up your family and your neighbor. Create something that coming generations can inherit and be proud of. Remember that liberty isn't a promise of prosperity, but it is the opportunity that the bum on the street can lift himself up with the help and love of those around him and become the leader of a family, a community, and even a nation. That is a thought worth occupying.

Lessons from a Cancer Scare

Two weeks ago I finally went to see an ENT (Ear, Nose, & Throat Doctor) about a growth I've had on my neck for about eight months.

I had been to another family practice doctor several months back and been told that it was probably a thyroid issue because my blood tests came back that I had a VERY under-active thyroid. I thought was either something that would either go away or that I would need medicine for that I simply couldn't afford. While I noticed it and was slightly concerned about it on a daily basis I wasn't concerned enough to really seek out assistance. It is kinda like the story of the dog on the porch that howled in pain because he was laying on a nail, but it didn't hurt enough to actually move.

Well I finally decided to go to the doctor since I had some minor insurance (really terrible, but better than nothing) begin. The ENT was quickly able to see me the next day and I was happy and anxious to finally get down to the bottom of the growth.

The doctor quickly made an initial assessment that I might have an enlarged salvatory gland or a stone, but after telling him the length of time I had it he changed his opinion.

After another brief examination of it and some questions he stated that “options 1,2,3, & 4” were that it as Hodgkin's lymphoma aka cancer.

I'm not really certain how I reacted at the time. I think I made a joke about chemo being a great weight loss drug, but I do remember a slight breakdown on the road home.

Since my insurance is so bad he referred me to a financial assistance clinic and I made an appointment for two weeks later.

I let everyone know about the news and was grateful for the sympathy and prayers. My mother of course cried and freaked out as mothers do.

I think the most difficult part, besides the waiting, was having almost every person you met tell me how I could avoid or beat cancer. I love the heart to help, but while I know many alternatives are great ultimately I believe in trusting God to guide to doctors He would send so I would politely nod and gather information.

I briefly researched Hodgkin's and discovered that it was every curable with an extremely high survival rate. I was honestly more concerned about the cost and the chemo and radiation than the actual cancer.

After two grueling weeks of waiting I finally had my appointment yesterday with the ENT clinic to which I was referred. I was immensely thankful that my brother in Christ, Matt Walton, was kind enough to drive me and stay with me. I hate waiting rooms. You're called a patient in a hospital for a reason because beyond any other test they'll have for you, the one you can count on is testing your patience.

Eventually the doctor saw me and gave me an examination. The first test she did was to stick a very long light and camera down my nasal cavity. She relax my throat, but what an extremely odd sensation. It made me think of the Magic School Bus for some reason.

The results were clear. I asked if I could keep the deep voice so I wouldn't be called ma'am at the drive thru but it wore off. The bitter taste stay for quite a while.
Then she ordered a FNA (fine needle biopsy) and I waited on them for about thirty minutes. I don't know why, but the idea of a FNA biopsy team made me think of ghostbusters and strangely enough four of them showed up to stick needles in my face. They gathered cell sample to test the growth. I don't know if this is what acupuncture is like, but if so I think I'll pass. After the fourth needle I was starting to feel like Hellraiser.

While waiting on the preliminary results I had to go have a blood sample drawn and schedule a CT scan that I'll have next week.

When I made it back to the clinic from the blood lab they had the preliminary results from the biopsy...

It isn't cancer!

According to the results and symptoms they believe it is just a benign tumor that can easily be removed through surgery. I was and am ecstatic! I still have a couple more tests, but great relief washed over me with that news.

After leaving the clinic I started making the calls to let everyone know the results. What great fun it was to deliver that news! My mom of course cried again, but this time it was with great joy, my dad gave me a hard time for scaring him, and many others cheered with praise to God.

So while I must still wait to have it removed I went around yesterday with a great smile on face and so much joy. I even announced it several times as I wen to a few places which must have been odd for them, but I sure was enjoying it.

I'm sure it is a rare thing for people to react to the news they have a tumor, but compared to what it could have been I welcome the tumor like an old friend (one I'll be happy to see leave of course).

I even went about singing “I have a tumor” at times throughout the afternoon.

I share this with you, not just to tell you of this great news, but to share with you a lesson I was reminded of through this experience: Always give the bad news first.

Learning I have a tumor is a great blessing because what I thought I had was so much worse. The same thing may be applied to sharing the gospel.

When we share the message of Christ the only way it can be great news is if they understand the bad news. Unlike the bad news of my cancer, the bad news of the gospel is completely true and that is that all of us are sinners and we are separated from a Holy God and are under His wrath.

We all deserve Hell. We all have lied, cheated, stolen, lusted, and committed a number of other sins against the law and character of our perfect and Holy God.

That is the bad news. It is absolutely true and unless you fully understand that you are a great offense to God then the good news is worthless.

But if you understand that you a sinner and deserve Hell then the news of the cross is eternally joyful. The only way that God sending Christ to be crucified and to take upon Himself the wrath we deserve is to understand your standing with God outside of Christ.
Christian, whatever you happens you must never share the love of God without properly explaining the holiness of God and His hatred of sin.

The gospel is meaningless unless God is holy and must punish sinners. The horror of Hell magnifies the beauty of Heaven.

Not only is important to understand for the one outside of Christ to know His glory, but also for the Christian to be reminded so they know the need to share the gospel.

If those outside of Christ were to simply die and end then missing the gospel is sad, but if we understand that they are headed for wrath and judgment then it will lead us on in proclaiming the gospel message.

Remember this as you face the bad news in your own life and how much sweeter the good news becomes.

Respectable or Respected: An exhortation for the testimony of the saints and the glory of God

Is the your local church respected or just respectable? Let me give you the distinction I'm making here.

For the church to be respected by the world it must be honest. It must be open that it is full of sinners and hypocrites that are there by the grace of God and not just because they're white suburbanites. The world may not like the church, but it should be able to look at and respect it.

For the church to simply be respectable it can continue to do what it is already doing. Folks should come in their nice clothes, sing a few slow hymns, smile and say hello, and then leave to take care of their lawns.

Unfortunately, I think we all have a tendency to lean toward being respectable rather than respected. It is just so much easier to look the part isn't it? What does it cost you? Maybe a couple hundred dollars for a nice suit.

But to truly be honest with the world about who you really are can cost you everything. To be open about your porn addiction (and not in just a “all guys struggle with lust” way), to be honest about your anger, or your pride, or your laziness, or gluttony, to be truly honest about real issues is hard. Sure everyone says they'll love you in the church if you're “confess your sins one to another,” but what they generally mean is only if you are a “sinner like me.” Sure I lie from time to time, get angry, but generally I'm a nice guy Christianity.

I call it lily white Christianity. Jesus called it “whitewashed tombs.” It is just so rare to hear true confession of sin. There are several reasons for this.

1) The fear of offense

One reason often given for a lack of honesty is a fear of offending others within the church. Usually this is the elderly or the children. What a horrific thought though that we are ultimately more concerned about keeping people “innocent” rather than righteous!

I know many parents worries about their kids hearing talk of sex, lust, suicide or any number of other issues when their peers are out having babies at 14 years old. Shelter your kids in the righteousness of Christ and not in the bliss of ignorance.

I remember when I openly admitted to the sin of homosexuality and several people asked me not to testify of God's deliverance in church because there were children present. I was one of those children years ago when I was molested and started having sexual experiences. Do you know how much I longed to hear someone else admit to such struggles of sin and pain?

Studies say one is four girls and one in eight boys are sexually assaulted. It is little different in the church. Should we really just stick our head in the sand and keep quiet or pretend that it should only be spoken of privately? No, we need the testimony of pain because only then can people really understand the testimony of deliverance in Christ!

Don't be afraid to offend. Be afraid of the pain of people who need to hear that there is hope beyond there sin.

2) We have special meetings for that!

This is related to the excuse that we don't want little ears to be exposed to certain things. Instead we just have men's meetings to talk about struggles with lust and women's meeting to talk about being overwhelmed and neither the tween shall meet.

I'm all for these special meetings and really love the men's meetings we often enjoy at my church. The challenge is this is not getting the message to those that need to hear it. The Christian brother or sister that is sin is not likely to attend such meetings and neither is the unbeliever who casual comes to a Sunday morning service, but they are the ones in real need of such testimonies of the grace of God!

It is in the raw honesty of sin and pain that we see the real glorious nature of work of forgiveness.

3) The world will hate it.

The world is going to always hate to the church, but when we start being real and open then we can actually be a witness.

What do they see when they the local body of believers? Do they see a group of sinners that are transformed to saints by the blood of Christ or just people that hide their faults as much as they hide behind the walls of the church building? Do the see broken people loving each other or pious rock throwers waiting for the next gay marriage protest?

If we want to affect the world then we need not be pretty or pious or look respectable. We need to be honest and broken and repentant.

We need to fall on our faces and cry out to a holy God. We need to truly “confess our sins one to another.”

We don't confess them as to say proudly “I was worse sinner than you were,” but to say “I was nothing but vile before Christ changed my heart. And even now as He works to make me like Himself I sin greatly and fight this flesh, but even in this in I m am His. Even though I lose small battles with my flesh day after day I know whose I am. I'm hear to tell you church, I'm hear to tell you world that Christ can save anybody He so chooses and I know this because He saved one as wicked as I.”

That is the testimony the world needs to hear. That is the testimony the Church needs to hear. Is it a testimony that you can give?

Have you rightly seen your sin and realized that you deserve God's wrath in Hell, and the the only hope you have is to repent and trust in Christ?

You nor are any better than the thief that was nailed next to Christ, and yet as he was welcomed into the Kingdom with his simple confession “Remember me when you enter your kingdom” and heard in response “Today you will be with me in Paradise” so may we all be welcomed.

There is a fountain filled with blood
drawn from Immanuel's veins
And sinners plunged beneath that flood
Lose all their guilty stains

The dying thief rejoiced to see
That fountain in his day;
And there may I, though vile as he
Wash all my sins away

Dear dying Lamb, thy precious blood
Shall never lose its power
Till all the ransomed church of God
Are saved, to sin no more

For since by faith I saw the stream
Thy flowing wounds supply
Redeeming love has been my theme
and shall be till I die

When this poor lisping,
stammering tongue
Lies silent in the grave
Then in a nobler, sweeter song
I'll sing thy power to save

Rumors of God

I was a little disappointed when I received my latest book to review for Thomas Nelson's BookSneeze. I hadn't realized it was associated with Willow Creek. I'm not really against Willow Creek it is just that everything I've seen come out of there is seeker sensitive squishiness. So when I got “Rumors of God: Experience the Kind of Faith You've Only Heard About” by Darren Whitehead and Jon Tyson I wasn't really expecting much.

To top it off the back of the book has in all caps and bold letters, “Where is the life God promised us?” which of course leads me to expect prosperity gospel.

Well it actually turned out to be quite the opposite. Take, for example, this exert:

"Living in a consumer culture reverses the biblical vision: 'To live is gain and to die is Christ'. It is a quiet subversion of the meaning and purpose of our lives. Accumulate as much as you can. Build bigger barns, then take life easy - eat, drink, and be merry. After enjoying the benefits of indulgent living, when you die you go to be with Christ. The great tragedy of materialistic America is not financial abundance, but spiritual poverty."

I thought that was a great piece of wisdom.

There is a lot of wisdom in the book, but ultimately it is not very unique and unfortunately doesn't use Scripture to support it's arguments. David Platt's “Radical” was a better version of the same story.

Still if you really need the extra kick in the pants then pick up a copy.

The Rest of Christ

At that time Jesus declared, "I thank you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that you have hidden these things from the wise and understanding and revealed them to little children; yes, Father, for such was your gracious will. All things have been handed over to me by my Father, and no one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him. Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

(Mat 11:25-30)

This passage has always somewhat reminded me of the poem on the Statue of Liberty.

"Give me your tired, your poor,
Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free,
The wretched refuse of your teeming shore.
Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me.
I lift my lamp beside the golden door."

And that is what must of this nation is made up of, the refuse of the world, but yet they managed to create the freest and most prosperous nation the world has ever known.

Yet, while it may remind me of it it can little compare to what God has done in taking wretched sinners as part of His kingdom.

I'm sure you've heard before that the sermon that preaches best is that which preaches to the speaker. Well I don't know if that is the case but this has been the message God has been boring into me for the last two years. It's taken two years because I'm stubborn.

Tonight I want to speak to you about the rest of Christ. An aspect of our lives that can easily be overlooked if we are not reminded often.

Those of you that know me know that I'm a person that likes big ideas. I enjoy listening to pastors that have what might be considered a “radical” edge to them. Ideas like the fact the with millions of Christians in this country we shouldn't really have to worry about gay couples adopting because we've so freely welcomed orphans into our family. Or that widows can depend on the church for all their needs and not a welfare system. Or maybe the idea that it doesn't really matter how pathetic the Church of Christ may look at times that we can hope in the promise that even “gates of Hell shall not prevail against it.”

Like every promise of God these are big ideas and unless we understand the words of Christ here in Matthew 11 we have no hope of not being overwhelmed by them.

As I said God has been teaching me this for the last two years because two years ago I was overwhelmed. Some of you may remember that I had really began to do a great deal of street evangelism then which is a wonderful ministry.

But it became my sin because even though I hold to this great reformed doctrine in theory, in practice I was acting as a humanist as though it depended on me. But not just me but all those around me and since I was going out alone so often I was becoming bitter to my brothers. It lead to many nights of weeping and blaming God for the lack of fruit. In my self righteousness I even managed to compare myself to the weeping prophet Jeremiah.

It all came to a head at some point and I had a spiritual breakdown, but then God in His mercy began to teach me what these verses meant and tonight I'd like to share that with you.

We'll be looking at three areas of the rest of Christ: who we rest in, what we rest from, and that which we rest for.

This first point I will make very quickly. The one we rest is Jesus the Christ. The one who is fully God and fully man. The only one who could ever be our eternal high priest and our perfect mediator. The one who died for our sin and the one who rose again to reign forevermore. The one only the Father truly knows and the one who can reveal the Father to us. The one who is was, is and evermore shall be. This is your Lord and your God who speaks these words.

I say that because before we go any further one point must be made clear. This is not just an emotional plea from a feeble prince. This is a direct command from the one whom all creation was created in, through, and for. He is the one says “Come to me and I will give you rest.”

Do not take the words of this King lightly. As much as it is a promise it may also be deemed a threat.

Therefore, while the promise of entering his rest still stands, let us fear lest any of you should seem to have failed to reach it. For good news came to us just as to them, but the message they heard did not benefit them, because they were not united by faith with those who listened. For we who have believed enter that rest, as he has said, "As I swore in my wrath, 'They shall not enter my rest,'" although his works were finished from the foundation of the world.

(Heb 4:1-3)

This is not a idle command. This is a command on which your very soul clings.”Come to me” is not a simple request that one should refuse it and go about their life, because not to “Come”means that you must continue to “Go” on that path which you are already on, a path that leads to destruction.

Hear this command!

Though yes, I do believe it is also an emotional statement. It is rather similar to Christ's statement in Matthew 23:37

"O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the city that kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to it! How often would I have gathered your children together as a hen gathers her brood under her wings, and you would not!”

(Mat 23:37)

If we know anything about our God it is that He is holy and He is good. And part of that goodness is that he “desires that none should perish, but that all would reach repentance.”

So that when he gives such a command we can trust that He is truly sincere. He is not like a politician bragging and saying that if you just make Him Lord of your life all your problems will vanish. No, He is the creator and master of all things and thus He lovingly and firmly commands all to come to Him.

And there is your hope, both for us and all who would come.

Are you longing for your children to come to Christ? Are you praying for lost friend to be found by the Good Shepherd? Did you lose a child or suffer a miscarriage?

Then let this be the first place of your rest in Christ. Continue to pray, continue to grieve over their souls, but yet take immense comfort in knowing that you serve a God that longs and desires that they should be saved. And not only is He willing, but that He is able to save. If you ever doubt this simply remember that He saved one as guilty of breaking the Law as one's like you and me.

And in that we find our second point of rest, rest from the Law and the works of it.

When speaking of Israel in Romans 11:5-6 Paul states:

“So too at the present time there is a remnant, chosen by grace. But if it is by grace, it is no longer on the basis of works; otherwise grace would no longer be grace.”

or:

Then what becomes of our boasting? It is excluded. By what kind of law? By a law of works? No, but by the law of faith. For we hold that one is justified by faith apart from works of the law.

(Rom 3:27-28)

The Law was as a master under which we were all condemned, but yet in Christ we have a King where find rest in grace.

But now we are released from the law, having died to that which held us captive, so that we serve in the new way of the Spirit and not in the old way of the written code.

(Rom 7:6)

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But not only do we rest from the Law of the Old Covenant, but we also rest from the laws we have fashioned for ourselves.

Like the Pharisees we often “make void the Word of God” that we may keep out own tradition.

Friends do you realize there is always more to be done and always more that someone is going to think you should or should not be doing to live up to the right standard. By the way, the right standard is always their standard and not God's standard.

We could fill all our lives just with things scheduled within the church, and I would half bet that if you're not at one of those things someone is going to think you should be if you really want to be a better Christian.

Consider all the things we have that you may be a part of:

Spanish Service

Prayer time

Sunday School

Worship Service

1^st Sunday Fellowship

Missions Meetings

Systematic Theology

Men in Ministry preaching (like this message)

Well that is just Sunday.

There is also:

Tuesday night C-Group

Wednesday night C-Group

Thursday night C-Group

Friday night C-Group

Saturday night prayer meeting

A host of other prayer meetings.

Men's Breakfast

Men in Ministry Meetings

Ladies Discipleship

Jail Ministry

Street Evangelism

Wedding Showers

Baby Shows (many, many baby showers)

Camping Trip

Bates Creek

Business Meetings

Other fellowships here and there

And for a baptist church relatively few committee meetings.

So how many of these do you need to make sure you're at to be considered a good Christian?

Not a single one. Yes, the Lord says not to forsake the gathering of the saints and I'm not going against that, but in general you are not in sin if you do not attend this or that meeting or gathering of the saints.

Many people have worn themselves out, myself being one of them, trying to be at the church every time the doors are open. Why? Because we thought we were in sin or we were worried people would think we were in sin if we did not show up.

That is a lie that will burden the soul and body if let unchecked. There will be times where you will meet with the body more than normal, but that does not mean you must.

There are so many areas where we will add to ourselves a burden that Christ removed. Whether it be am I good enough spouse, parent, employee, friend or any other thing let us not forget in our striving to improve that ultimately that all must come from God's work and not our own.

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In a like manner in Christ we rest from our sin. In Him all is forgiven and our sins are forgotten.

As John the Baptist proclaimed, “Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world.”

"Blessed are those whose lawless deeds are forgiven, and whose sins are covered; blessed is the man against whom the Lord will not count his sin."

(Rom 4:7-8)

Yes, dear saint when the king looks upon you He no longer sees a sinner on whom His wrath is upon, but a saint in which His Spirit is found.

I will greatly rejoice in the LORD; my soul shall exult in my God, for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation; he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself like a priest with a beautiful headdress, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels.

(Isa 61:10)

How amazing is this God! The one who takes enemies and adopts them as sons sending His Spirit into us crying “Abba, Father”

We so often focus on our sin. And yes there is a place for that, but only as it points us to the one who redeems us from those sins.

We can think on who we were before Christ, we can think of who we are now in Christ, but let us not forget to think of who He is making us to be. A saint and a son saved by His magnificent grace.

And finally let us remember that not only has He given us rest from the Law, our works, and our sin, but that has given us rest from our shame!

Many of you know that I am a reformed homosexual. I like the word reformed because it partly describes what Christ did in me to give me a heart. Like all sexual sin with that comes a great deal of shame. For many years after coming to Christ and even at times of spiritual attack today I am overwhelmed by this great deal of guilt and shame. The same feelings I had before Christ because His law is written on all men's hearts. It was so overwhelming at times I remember picking up a knife and holding it to my wrist wondering why I should continue to live.

But in Christ oh the joy that floods my soul. In him am I delivered,, and in Him do I rest from that shame.

That is how good He is. That now only can He forgive my sin, but that He would take the shame.

Like a prisoner whose record is ex-sponged there is not even a trace of it.

We are like Israel coming out of slavery in Egypt. But our former masters were much more cruel than Pharoah could ever be. They work load was doubled, but yet ours would have never ended. They made bricks without straw, while we made eternal chains of sin.

But as Moses said to Pharaoh so God commanded our heart of stone. “Let my people Go.” And so out of bondage. We have come to Him in who we find rest. We have run from that City of Destruction and walk towards a Celestial City.

And like the Israelites who took with them the gold and riches of their former masters so we too may escaped with something infinitely greater, Christ Himself.

He who we rest in is also our great reward.

But we rest not just for the sake of resting. Rest is only useful we it leads us to the work we are meant to perform. When we are well rested we are only then truly fit to be ready for war, only then can we truly serve.

We are part of the body of Christ. All called to serve and work with one another.

If the feet are trying too busy doing the work of the ears then we will never move the Kingdom forward. If the teachers are too caught up in hospitality ministry then the Church will not be properly taught. Each part should work primarily on that which they are meant to do.

Of course at times you may be asked to work in other areas, but it should not be your normal function.

When we are well rested and have put off the other burdens which hold us down then we can do what God has called us to do.

Our text reads, “Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.”

Yokes are meant for work. Yokes are wooden beams placed between two animals to hold them together so their work is increased.

We are yoked together with Christ Himself! Of course the yoke is easy! Imagine you a college freshman at Jeffco and through some strange program you end up teaming up with the best and brightest minds in their field who are much older with a great deal of wisdom.

While you may do some work it is these others who will complete the project.

Now consider that you are working together with the One who created the universe.

Who do you really think is going to be doing the work?

The point is that God Himself will complete the work that He has planned and all that you must do is be obedient and rest in that promise.

Whatever God wills He will bring to completion. He will finish what He started. And He will do it for your good and his glory.

If you are in Christ every sovereign decree from God will be for your good and His glory.

When you get a promotion at work it is for your good and His glory. When you lose your job it is for your good and His glory. When you are healthy and when you have cancer it is for your good and His glory. When you have a child or lose a child it is for your good and His glory.

Whatever the circumstance in life we rest in knowing that every promise of God will be completed.

And let that rest bolster us on. Let it send us to run until the race we have been given is finished.

Consider those who have already run before.

Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured from sinners such hostility against himself, so that you may not grow weary or fainthearted.

(Heb 12:1-3)

In Him you rest and in Him you run.

Run. Run as you have never run before! Run to Christ! And as you think of that cloud of witnesses surrounding you. Think of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Think of Joseph and Job. Think of David and Daniel. Thank of John, Paul, and Peter.

Think of them standing there cheering you on as you run and proclaiming “His promises are true. His rest is eternal. I know because He brought even one like me a liar, an adulterer, a cheat, and He brought me to the end. And He will bring you there too.”

And as they cheer also look to the one in front of you. The one who is ever with you, and yet the one to whom you long to see. In the distance, at the finish their sits Christ. He is seated because His work is already completed. There He seats waiting. Waiting and commanding that you Come and rest!”

As I close let me offer a few suggestions that you may remember the rest Christ gives.

First, look to history. Both in and out of the Scriptures you will continually see God's gracious providence.

I understand many have been taught that history is just boring facts and figures, but when we view it correctly we will see it as a record of God using both triumph and tragedy to bring about His sovereign will.

Let me read you a quick passage of a historical figure who greatly understood God's sovereign rest.

It a brief letter from Stonewall Jackson after the death of his first wife at the time of their stillborn son.

“I have been called to pass through the deep waters of affliction, but all has been satisfied. The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord. It is his will that my Dearest wife and child should no longer abide with me, and as it is his holy will, I am perfectly reconciled to the sad bereavement, though I deeply mourn my loss.

“Oh! The consolations of religion! I can willingly submit to anything if God strengthens me. I have joy in knowing that God withholds no good things from them that love and keep his commandments. And he will overrule this Sad, Sad bereavement for good.“

That is just one example of many historical figures along with many event where you can more deeply understand rest in Christ.

Also you may look to who are in Christ. As I said earlier yes, you may look to your sin, but only as a springboard that it should point you to the cross where it is forgiven. Think on it that God has made you holy and righteous. That He has redeemed you and restored you. That you His adopted son, an heir of God and co-heir with Christ. That you are part of a holy priest in the Kingdom of God. Think on what He has made you.

And of course think on Christ. He has made a promise that will not be broken, a covenant that cannot be revoked. He sealed it in His own blood and will bring it to fruition.

Think on these and they will lead you to the never-ending rest of Christ.